MARCH 15,2006
4 years,10 months,14days
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"Kabhi kabhi hum ek duusre ko khokar bhi tho pyaar ko uuncha dharja dethe hein,
Judha rehkar,pyaar ki uunchaayiyon ko praapth karthe hein,
Har pyaar milan tho nahin,
Judhaai bhi to ek pyaar hai!"
Aaj barson baadh meine usei phir se dekhi.Wohi aankhein jismein meine apni zindagi dekhi thi
..usi aankhon ko meine aaj ek aur baar dekhi
.Kaash waqt wohin pe hi tham ho jaathi tho
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Aaj mujhe is bath ka ehsaas hua ki mein ab bhi usse uthna hi pyaar karthi hun,jithna mein kabhi karthi thi. Shaayad usse bhi zyaada. Woh tho mera pehla pyaar tha.Jab mera pehla pyaar adhura reh gaya,thab dard tho bahut hui thi.Par mujhe sab seena pada.Patha nahin kaise,par mein aaj bhi zindha hun.Aaj bhi woh dard lekar jee rahi hoon.
Naaraz hogayi thi mein,khudh ki naseeb se. Nafrath hui thi mujhe us baghvan se jisne meri naseeb mein yeh sab likha tha.Par meine kabhi bhi, kisi se bhi,shikayath nahin ki.
Akeli baitt kar rothi thi.Thanhayiyon se bateein karthi thi
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Kaash usei mein apni yaadon mein qaidh kar rakh sakthi tho
..Kaash
.. Kaash